Today, as I write this Blog, on 31st December2010, the last day of year 2010, I feel both high and low. I don’t want to miss this opportunity of penning down my thoughts, in the going year 2010.
A synopsis of life in year 2010 makes me realize that nothing special or memorable has happened in my life this year. If no special happening to be happy, no reason to be sad. Thankfully, no special event or experiences which leave a setback. I have just been like a spectator through out this year.
Life has been moving both slow and fast at the same time.
Life is slow as still I am far from a lot of things. And fast when I realize the passing time. Time flies, faster than the speed of light.
I too have the same things on my mind for my life as other people of my age do. I have a lot to do, lot of things remain unaccomplished. I expect them to happen soon. No, I am no magician nor have special powers to make things happen with the blink of eye. I don’t even feel sad when I see my list of unaccomplished wishes, which makes me realize, that a lot has not happened till now. Does that mean I have inhibited a bit of perseverance?
Although, nothing special has happened in this year, but in my internal self, a lot has happened. And that can only be called as my accomplishment of this year. I can feel myself as more mature and practical. I have experienced myself coming out of the cocoon into the real world. I understand, react and interpret the things in a different way today, when compared to year back. And that is certainly, in a better manner. I can now let the things go. Things don’t affect me. Even if they do, I have the power to move and move. I can today differentiate between the undesired and essential moments. Can say, this year has changed my approach, a lot.
I still want a lot to happen in my life in the coming year. But I am still excited and waiting, as an optimist.
I hope the coming year fills the distance between me and my wishes. I want to see my dreams turning into reality. I hope the steps I take, make my life move in the right direction. I wish to become more decisive, practical and proactive. I don’t want to give importance to issues which do not carry or should not carry weight age in my life path. I want to Peace, perseverance and persistence should get their respective space in my life. I do not fear falling, but I don’t want to let my people feel down for me. Just want to move on and on, and keep focused.
Last thing which I want to experience is ‘Happiness’ in each moment, so that it does not get a leave from me.
I wish to see myself, arms spread wide; for the earth and sky, shouting aloud that "THIS IS MY WORLD "
WELCOME 2011
I would mention that, I am aware about ‘BAS ITNA SA KHWAB HAI’
........unending list of wishes and hopes...........
Friday, December 31, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
GOD'S OWN SPECIAL PEOPLE
It is all chaos around, the world is falling apart. Nobody has control over the decline. Here comes reality as an amazing thought!
Thought which turn into a reality. Is it the God himself putting his hands to work? What could be better than feeling as if God is working for you?
It might be a phrased dialog used in so many scenes, and I here use this dialog while chatting with my inner-self. It was of course not the first time I was chatting with myself, still there was a difference. It was the first time my inner voice termed this person as ‘Allah ka Banda’. First time, I was feeling as if this person standing before me is,’ God’s Own Person’.
Just before I had a name sake fear to lie for a surgery. A moment after he was doing his part of surgery on me. He was certainly doing good for me, but that was not the only reason for terming him as ‘Allah ka Banda’.
I have seen him doing such good for many others. And I could feel the simplicity and contentment in his heart. Things are so obvious for him, he is so peaceful. It looked to me as if he is just doing his duties which God, his Boss asked him to do. He has to serve people. And what’s better than serving people. I felt as if he too like all employees and workers get his rewards and promotions in form of better life, peace and contentment.
As I write this, I remember one of my Mom’s favorite quote; “Keep your heart clean and clear, just perform your duties, leave everything else to God and everything would just come on its own”. I could feel as if he too has left his life on God in the same way.
An example was in front of me; the contentment on this person’s face; was enough; as if he has also left everything to God and believes that he is going to take care of him. No regrets. And he has to be kind in his own way, who works on his own principles. That is why, Country respect him to be one of the finest and best in his field.
He was one of God’s own Special People. This demonstration has not only sowed the seed of respect for him, inside me, but also given a quick tonic to nurture that seed into a tree.
Should I mention that person who gets a top level respect, actually earns it?
Or God gives them special powers to sustain themselves as’ GOD’S OWN SPECIAL PEOPLE’.
Thought which turn into a reality. Is it the God himself putting his hands to work? What could be better than feeling as if God is working for you?
It might be a phrased dialog used in so many scenes, and I here use this dialog while chatting with my inner-self. It was of course not the first time I was chatting with myself, still there was a difference. It was the first time my inner voice termed this person as ‘Allah ka Banda’. First time, I was feeling as if this person standing before me is,’ God’s Own Person’.
Just before I had a name sake fear to lie for a surgery. A moment after he was doing his part of surgery on me. He was certainly doing good for me, but that was not the only reason for terming him as ‘Allah ka Banda’.
I have seen him doing such good for many others. And I could feel the simplicity and contentment in his heart. Things are so obvious for him, he is so peaceful. It looked to me as if he is just doing his duties which God, his Boss asked him to do. He has to serve people. And what’s better than serving people. I felt as if he too like all employees and workers get his rewards and promotions in form of better life, peace and contentment.
As I write this, I remember one of my Mom’s favorite quote; “Keep your heart clean and clear, just perform your duties, leave everything else to God and everything would just come on its own”. I could feel as if he too has left his life on God in the same way.
An example was in front of me; the contentment on this person’s face; was enough; as if he has also left everything to God and believes that he is going to take care of him. No regrets. And he has to be kind in his own way, who works on his own principles. That is why, Country respect him to be one of the finest and best in his field.
He was one of God’s own Special People. This demonstration has not only sowed the seed of respect for him, inside me, but also given a quick tonic to nurture that seed into a tree.
Should I mention that person who gets a top level respect, actually earns it?
Or God gives them special powers to sustain themselves as’ GOD’S OWN SPECIAL PEOPLE’.
Friday, December 10, 2010
MIRACLES DO NOT HAPPEN!!!!
Now I can say that sad and the not so good happenings do force me to raise a question mark over the force behind life and its happenings. Happy Times and instances are also there in life, but like all other humans, I believe, I also have a tendency to get lost in happiness and forget all the reasoning’s behind.
One of my previous blog too carries a similar kind of inquisitiveness- ‘Why So’.
Ah! So can I say, Am inquisitive in nature. But that isn’t bad!
Two days back was a time, I heard about a little hope in a pool of no-hope. When everyone was waiting for him to leave this world, suddenly the heart signaled opposite. I was under the thought that if this hope turns out bright and reality, it would be called a ‘MIRACLE’. I had never seen such things before, although had heard, as we all are exposed to lot of media and internet!
I made myself realize that,”Wow! Miracles Do Happen!” And I really wanted this to happen as this would save someone’s life and hopes of many praying before God all 24 hours.
My heart shouted, “Oh God Please listen to the prayers of all these people! Please prove me that miracles do happen!”
May be this was stupidity to ask Almighty prove his deeds before me!
I should have been in my own dreams, but it didn’t happen at peak night hours. My mind refused to leave these thoughts.
And I got up in the morning to acquaint myself with the fact ‘MIRACLES DO NOT HAPPEN!! ‘
Learning is in every moment, as we are made to read in all motivational messages these days. I certainly had a fear now, and wanted to live upon everything. What’s the point when, things are out of your hands.
Miracles Do Not Happen, and should not even be awaited, lest the hopes are killed! That’s the Way Life is!
One of my previous blog too carries a similar kind of inquisitiveness- ‘Why So’.
Ah! So can I say, Am inquisitive in nature. But that isn’t bad!
Two days back was a time, I heard about a little hope in a pool of no-hope. When everyone was waiting for him to leave this world, suddenly the heart signaled opposite. I was under the thought that if this hope turns out bright and reality, it would be called a ‘MIRACLE’. I had never seen such things before, although had heard, as we all are exposed to lot of media and internet!
I made myself realize that,”Wow! Miracles Do Happen!” And I really wanted this to happen as this would save someone’s life and hopes of many praying before God all 24 hours.
My heart shouted, “Oh God Please listen to the prayers of all these people! Please prove me that miracles do happen!”
May be this was stupidity to ask Almighty prove his deeds before me!
I should have been in my own dreams, but it didn’t happen at peak night hours. My mind refused to leave these thoughts.
And I got up in the morning to acquaint myself with the fact ‘MIRACLES DO NOT HAPPEN!! ‘
Learning is in every moment, as we are made to read in all motivational messages these days. I certainly had a fear now, and wanted to live upon everything. What’s the point when, things are out of your hands.
Miracles Do Not Happen, and should not even be awaited, lest the hopes are killed! That’s the Way Life is!
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