Yellow To Blue

I felt I was in heaven…
I felt so secure…
I spoke what I felt...
I never looked the outside world,
For I never worried…
What the world is,
What it would be…
I had my own world,
Where I always wanted to see happiness…and security…
Or I was still a kid…
Still a kid…
who wants to feel the protection...from outside world…

But sooner my own world vanished…
When did it dissolved into the outer world,
Didn’t got to know…
Things which appeared yellow….turned blue…

The world was different…
The line of crossing broke…
I realized I am part of the bigger world,
And my own world,
which seemed to be mine….was never mine…
Just a company to travel for a while…
It was never mine…

Everything yellow seemed blue…
I am left in solitude,
I do feel insecure,
Now I don’t speak what I feel,
For I fear to do so,
Because it’s not my own world,
But everyone’s world.

Its when I want to walk with the change,
For I want to keep moving…
Or I am not a kid anymore
And want my solitude to be my security,
My happiness…

Sooner or later I did Realized...